Have you ever get too overly attached emotionally, mentally and/or physically to someone? If you haven't, i'm seriously doubting whether if you're human.
Don't you hate it when someone or you started the conversation and it just takes a few hours or even hours to become so overly attached to the other party that you wish to chat and talk with them forever ?
I haven't start a conversation willingly with someone for some time. Until recently, i have no idea why, but i just picked up my phone and started texting people. Well, its human nature to get bored though. And when we get bored, its either we sleep or we just find someone to talk to. And then here comes the important part apart from getting overly attached.
Overly attached is one thing, another thing is whether the other party has the time and the willingness to talk to you.
We get bored when we don't chat and talk to others. But we get bored when people starts to go on chatting and chatting over the same thing too. (This is how human can be so contradicting!)
Then it comes to a point whereby the other party get so bored with talking to you because you are just way too boring.
Seriously, I just hate being so overly attached with someone. It's not an issue whether if i trust them or not, it's an issue when i don't get to talk to someone and try to start trusting people.
When i get so overly attached, i text the other party like no one business. Then when it comes to the most desperate point, you get depressed and often questioning yourself why are you caring so much?
That point is when the other party seems to get annoyed, but you have no idea whether if it's true.
It seems like everyone is the same. After a while they just become bored of you and ended the conversation. Whereas you, who is so overly attached, fall into despair and get so emotionally hurt. It's just painful isn't it?
I just hate this kind of situation. I may not be your best friend or even your close friend. I'm just a friend of yours. If you can give so much time to close and best friends, why can't you at least spare some times for your friends *yes just friends*.
It has seems clear to me that everyone is just so selfish, arrogant and fucking self centered.
I hate to say this, but if you're saying that i'm judging you all, so be it. Because you have experience it before, and whether if you want to believe, that's your choice.
- Don't get too overly attached to someone. Who knows they might break their bonds with you and search for better bonds. - Desmond R.
